Unbearable Pain: My Fight With the Puzzling Pain of Cluster Headache Syndrome

It was a dreary weekday morning in the autumn of 2016. I was working as a educator, trying to settle a new class, when a sharp sensation erupted behind my one eye. This was followed by quick shocks, similar to electric shocks. As each class came and went, the pain subsided and then returned with greater force. Four times that day I left a colleague with worksheets and ran to the school bathroom to soak my face with cool water. I took ibuprofen, but the pain remained unbearable.

The headaches returned frequently that autumn, and once more in the spring, soon establishing an yearly cycle. The autumn months were the worst, then the late winter. I could anticipate the pattern: a warning sensation in the morning, early pangs on the commute, full-blown agony in class by 9.30am. In 2019, a doctor finally referred me to a neurologist and I was given a diagnosis with cluster headaches.

This condition typically begin with severe discomfort around a single eye that lasts for three hours.

Approximately one in 1,000 individuals suffer by the disorder, and men are more frequently affected. Attacks typically start with abrupt, severe pain around a single eye that peaks within a short time and continues for up to three hours. Episodes come in clusters, every day or multiple times a day, and are associated with red or watery eyes, drooping eyelids or face perspiration. I have the episodic form, which arrives in periodic bouts; some patients have continuous cluster headaches, characterized by the lack of long symptom-free periods.

What unites sufferers is the severity. One study scored the pain at 9.7 out of 10, higher than broken bones or pancreatitis. A separate found 64% of cluster headache patients experienced thoughts of self-harm amid bouts; the figure fell to four percent when they were pain-free.

Val Hobbs, in her seventies, a long-term patient from Wales, isn't surprised. Her attacks began when she was two. “I would hurl myself on the floor and hit my head. That was attributed to being spoiled,” she says. Her condition deteriorated through her youth. Alcohol in her adolescence, similar to several triggers, made things worse. After having sherry at her graduation party, she remembers barely being able to see on the transport home.

Her relatives often interpreted her attacks as drunken episodes. Understanding finally came from her parent and then from her partner, Rod. “I was very lucky to find such an understanding person,” she says. Hobbs took clerical work after moving, but often concealed her illness. She was fired from one job, partly due to absences during attacks. Her breakthrough diagnosis came in 2002 at a specialist hospital.

Nevertheless, the inability to organize daily activities around unpredictable pain took its effect. She particularly disliked being unable to plan outings, being seen as unreliable as a co-worker, and even having to be looked after by her family during the paralysis caused by the worst episodes. “It steals from you of the small liberties we don't appreciate until they're gone,” she says. She recalls winning tickets for a major concert, only to have an attack inside a portable toilet.


Headaches have been described throughout history. “The earliest description of headache originates from the Mesopotamians in 4000BC,” write authors in a book on the subject. They attributed the ailment to an malevolent spirit who attacked his sufferers' heads.

Historical healing texts propose unusual treatments for what modern experts would describe as a headache disorder. In the middle ages, severe headache was recognised as a distinct condition, with treatments including bloodletting to other, more superstitious remedies.

It was a Dutch doctor who provided the initial detailed account of a cluster headache. In his medical observations, he speaks of a patient “suffering with a very severe headache occurring and vanishing each day at fixed hours”.

Cluster headaches were only officially classified by global medical societies in 1988. From the mid-20th century to the late 1990s, they were thought to be caused by a issue with a key blood vessel that supplies blood to the brain. Prominent experts in treating the condition note this.

In 1998, researchers released the results of a research project for which they had triggered cluster headaches in patients and observed the episodes in a brain scanner. The results, featured in a prominent medical publication, showed activation of the hypothalamus, which is in charge for human sleep-wake cycles, when patients were in discomfort, and a reduction when they felt better.

In spite of such progress, diagnosis remains delayed. One man's attacks began in the 1980s and felt like “a modelling balloon being blown up behind my left eye”. GPs thought he had sinus problems; he underwent multiple surgeries before finally being diagnosed in recently, after a doctor researched his symptoms.

Specialists say delays in diagnosing and treatment happen because patients are seldom seen during an episode. “You're tired and low, but not in severe pain,” one says. He proceeds by ruling out other common head pain disorders, such as tension-type headache, before confirming cluster headaches. A detailed history is crucial: on which part of the head do symptoms occur? For how long? What season? Are there triggers, such as alcohol? Specific characteristics such as redness, sagging eyelids and nasal congestion help confirm the diagnosis. Once identified, patients may be referred to specialist clinics. But many first arrive to emergency rooms or are given inadequate therapies.

A charity trustee, 78, has experienced cluster headaches for most of her life, although she has been free from an attack since recent years. When she was in her 20s, she had her molars extracted because dental professionals misunderstood her pain. She thinks dentists still need much more awareness. When a sufferer sought help from a charity, it was she who responded. I remember calling a helpline during an attack in 2021; a calm volunteer talked me through oxygen treatment and drugs until the attack eased.

National guidelines on treatment advise that patients are offered high-dose oxygen therapy and/or a anti-migraine drug delivered by nasal spray. No oral painkillers or strong analgesics should be used. Prophylactic options include a blood pressure medication, which reportedly soothes the attacks of some people.

But leading specialists believe the official guidelines need revising to reflect a more defined treatment process and help GPs avoid incorrect prescriptions. For periodic patients, the treatment window is critical: “The length of the cycle dictates the approach.” Brief bouts with occasional episodes are handled with abortive treatment only. Longer or more severe periods require preventative medications such as verapamil, sometimes combined with corticosteroids. Many patients also receive a nerve block injection during a cycle – an procedure into the side of the skull where the pain is that decreases nerve signals.

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